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This story belongs to the series Love Is For Children which includes "Love Is for Children," "Hairpins," "Blended," "Am I Not," "Eggshells," "Dolls and Guys,""Saudades," "Querencia," "Turnabout Is Fair Play," "Touching Moments," "Splash," "Coming Around," "Birthday Girl," "No Winter Lasts Forever," "Hide and Seek," "Kernel Error," "Happy Hour," "Green Eggs and Hulk," and "kintsukuroi."
Fandom: The Avengers
Characters: Phil Coulson, Nick Fury
Medium: Fiction
Warnings: Minor character death. Bullying. Fighting. Suicide attempt (minor character).
Summary: This is the story of how a little boy named Flip grows up to save the world a lot.
Notes: Hurt/comfort. Family. Fluff and angst. Accidents. Emotional whump. Disability. Sibling relationship. Nonsexual love. Parentification. Manipulation. Coping skills. Asking for help and getting it. Hope. Protection. Caregiving. Competence. Toys and games. Comic books. Fixing things. Martial arts. Gentleness. Trust. Role models. Military. BAMF Phil Coulson.
Begin with Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17, Part 18, Part 19, Part 20, Part 21, Part 22, Part 23, Part 24, Part 25, Part 26, Part 27. Skip to Part 30, Part 31, Part 32, Part 33.
"Little and Broken, but Still Good" Part 28
Naturally Phil has to explain this change of plans to his family. He takes a little while to recover from the intense training. He doesn't dare go home looking like something the cat dragged in, or his mother will worry. He tries very hard to avoid worrying her, because she can be scary. So Phil rests and eats and fills out the thick stack of entertaining but poorly designed transfer paperwork.
Then he convinces Agent Fury to come with him for proof of Phil's new job. By the time the introductions are done, Phil's mother has sussed out that Fury's mother used to call him Nicky and is refusing to call him anything else. Phil is amused by the way the corners of Fury's eyes twitch when he gets agitated.
"So how did your test go?" Mom asks Phil.
"I qualified for Special Operations," Phil says. "I'm not staying in the Marines, though. Agent Fury here recruited me for a different service."
"That's interesting," Mom says.
"I think so," Phil says. "I'm starting out on loan. We'll try some missions and see how it works out. If I do well and I like the work, we'll complete the transfer."
"Pros and cons?" Mom asks, a calculating look in her eyes.
"The money's better -- a lot better -- but I won't be able to come home often, or tell you much about what I'm doing. I'll be doing work that matters, though. It's difficult and dangerous and takes advantage of the parts I loved most in SO training," Phil says.
"Is that what you want to do?" Mom asks.
Phil lets it show. "Yes."
"Okay then." She nods. "You keep my boy in one piece, you hear me?" Phil's mother says sternly, fixing Agent Fury with a gimlet eye. "Or you'll have me to deal with."
Agent Fury swallows and leans back a fraction of an inch. "Yes, ma'am."
This tiny show of fear pleases Phil. It means the man is not an idiot. He could recognize a credible threat, yet still face it. This earns Fury another measure of respect.
Alexa is surprisingly pragmatic about this change, now that she's gotten used to Phil being in the Marines. "You saved me all the time when were growing up," she says. "I'm a big girl now. I can share you with people who need your help more than I do."
"Thanks, sis. That means a lot to me," Phil says, hugging her tight.
"And look after Nicky," says Alexa. She glances over to where he and Mom are chatting on the porch. "He's like a junkyard dog; he growls a lot, but he still needs somebody to feed him and pat him."
Phil can just see Nick Fury as a squat rottweiler, black over brown, crouched atop a rusted wreck -- the kind of dog who would tear the face off anyone who tried to hotwire a car, but would also lead you to the litter of abandoned kittens.
"Don't worry, I'll look after him," Phil promises, and he does.
* * *
Notes:
Overexertion can include mental and physical effects from pushing too hard. It's particularly troublesome for people who have learned how to shut off their natural warning system. Know how to recover from overexertion.
Mothers are ferocious in protecting their offspring, and they know almost everything. There are tips on becoming more observant.
Problem-solving and decision-making often involve comparing pros and cons.
[To be continued in Part 29 ...]
Fandom: The Avengers
Characters: Phil Coulson, Nick Fury
Medium: Fiction
Warnings: Minor character death. Bullying. Fighting. Suicide attempt (minor character).
Summary: This is the story of how a little boy named Flip grows up to save the world a lot.
Notes: Hurt/comfort. Family. Fluff and angst. Accidents. Emotional whump. Disability. Sibling relationship. Nonsexual love. Parentification. Manipulation. Coping skills. Asking for help and getting it. Hope. Protection. Caregiving. Competence. Toys and games. Comic books. Fixing things. Martial arts. Gentleness. Trust. Role models. Military. BAMF Phil Coulson.
Begin with Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17, Part 18, Part 19, Part 20, Part 21, Part 22, Part 23, Part 24, Part 25, Part 26, Part 27. Skip to Part 30, Part 31, Part 32, Part 33.
"Little and Broken, but Still Good" Part 28
Naturally Phil has to explain this change of plans to his family. He takes a little while to recover from the intense training. He doesn't dare go home looking like something the cat dragged in, or his mother will worry. He tries very hard to avoid worrying her, because she can be scary. So Phil rests and eats and fills out the thick stack of entertaining but poorly designed transfer paperwork.
Then he convinces Agent Fury to come with him for proof of Phil's new job. By the time the introductions are done, Phil's mother has sussed out that Fury's mother used to call him Nicky and is refusing to call him anything else. Phil is amused by the way the corners of Fury's eyes twitch when he gets agitated.
"So how did your test go?" Mom asks Phil.
"I qualified for Special Operations," Phil says. "I'm not staying in the Marines, though. Agent Fury here recruited me for a different service."
"That's interesting," Mom says.
"I think so," Phil says. "I'm starting out on loan. We'll try some missions and see how it works out. If I do well and I like the work, we'll complete the transfer."
"Pros and cons?" Mom asks, a calculating look in her eyes.
"The money's better -- a lot better -- but I won't be able to come home often, or tell you much about what I'm doing. I'll be doing work that matters, though. It's difficult and dangerous and takes advantage of the parts I loved most in SO training," Phil says.
"Is that what you want to do?" Mom asks.
Phil lets it show. "Yes."
"Okay then." She nods. "You keep my boy in one piece, you hear me?" Phil's mother says sternly, fixing Agent Fury with a gimlet eye. "Or you'll have me to deal with."
Agent Fury swallows and leans back a fraction of an inch. "Yes, ma'am."
This tiny show of fear pleases Phil. It means the man is not an idiot. He could recognize a credible threat, yet still face it. This earns Fury another measure of respect.
Alexa is surprisingly pragmatic about this change, now that she's gotten used to Phil being in the Marines. "You saved me all the time when were growing up," she says. "I'm a big girl now. I can share you with people who need your help more than I do."
"Thanks, sis. That means a lot to me," Phil says, hugging her tight.
"And look after Nicky," says Alexa. She glances over to where he and Mom are chatting on the porch. "He's like a junkyard dog; he growls a lot, but he still needs somebody to feed him and pat him."
Phil can just see Nick Fury as a squat rottweiler, black over brown, crouched atop a rusted wreck -- the kind of dog who would tear the face off anyone who tried to hotwire a car, but would also lead you to the litter of abandoned kittens.
"Don't worry, I'll look after him," Phil promises, and he does.
* * *
Notes:
Overexertion can include mental and physical effects from pushing too hard. It's particularly troublesome for people who have learned how to shut off their natural warning system. Know how to recover from overexertion.
Mothers are ferocious in protecting their offspring, and they know almost everything. There are tips on becoming more observant.
Problem-solving and decision-making often involve comparing pros and cons.
[To be continued in Part 29 ...]
NICKY!
Date: 2014-08-04 05:43 am (UTC)Which only makes me sad for the way Fury behaved in both Cap movies.
Thanks for this one, too!
Re: NICKY!
Date: 2014-08-04 06:19 am (UTC)I'm delighted to hear that.
>> JUST for the image of Mrs. Coulson calling Fury "Nicky"! <<
In this story, I wanted to introduce Nick Fury before he destroyed himself trying to save the world. So this tidbit is a hint at his childhood.
>> He's not yet the uber-spy, but is still formidable... and as Phiil observed, smart enough to recognize a credible threat and still face it. <<
Sooth. He's very astute.
>> Which only makes me sad for the way Fury behaved in both Cap movies. <<
Agreed, although Fury fared better in the second than in other movies. I'm stuck dealing with canon, to a certain extent -- trying to find rationalizations for the poor choices of other writers.
I do like the explanation I came up with, though. Fury started out as a dutiful man with laudable goals, and over time, he made compromises and took damage that ate away at the core of him. The Tesseract energy really didn't help that.
>> Thanks for this one, too! <<
You're welcome.
Re: NICKY!
Date: 2014-08-04 10:36 am (UTC)Damn, Bucky has spent 70 years as the intersection of the King's coin and the 40 pieces of silver.
How many had to 'look the other way' for Zola to put Bucky back on his table, to come up with the protocols of the chair?
Nick Fury however far enough gone that he thought he could repurpose Project Insight. That whose hand is on the whip matters, not that the whip itself is wrong.
That's Hydra. They will ride any leader until someone badder comes along
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-04 06:05 am (UTC)I adore this description of Fury. Adore it. And I love how easily Alexa sees it in him.
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-04 03:16 pm (UTC)Thank you!
Date: 2014-08-04 06:50 pm (UTC)Yay!
Date: 2014-08-29 02:47 am (UTC)Alexa has a knack for seeing into people, although it manifests in different ways for her than for Phil or their mother.
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-04 10:48 am (UTC)Thank you!
Date: 2014-08-04 06:30 pm (UTC)That's very flattering.
>> and I adore Alexa's description of Fury! <<
I have added this to the list of photogenic scenes.
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-04 05:59 pm (UTC)Yay!
Date: 2014-08-05 08:38 am (UTC)I'm happy to hear that. There's a little more development of Phil's career in SHIELD.
>> This chapter did not disappoint, and makes me wonder - would Phil attempt to rehab Nick, just as one might a rescue Rottie? <<
To some extent, yes. Phil knows how accurate his sister's allegories are. She's just told Phil that Fury is fierce, tough (he knew that) and socially injured (he didn't know that yet). And Fury has no idea how much of his beans just got spilt.
*chuckle* That may be why Phil is so damn patient with him, even years later when he's biting people who don't deserve to get bit. You don't expect a half-feral dog to behave normally, you try to settle him as best you can and you warn people to watch their fingers around him. Because sometimes you need a dog who will eat people's face off, not lick the burgler.
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-05 02:41 am (UTC)I have a few other comments to make but I'm saving them for Ao3 since I have an account there (yay for notifications when people reply to your comments!) and they're nothing pressing, but I wanted to let you know I'm reading & enjoying. Writing to crickets is no fun : )
--Anna Libertas
Thank you!
Date: 2014-08-05 08:20 am (UTC)I'm happy to hear that.
>> I have a few other comments to make but I'm saving them for Ao3 since I have an account there (yay for notifications when people reply to your comments!) and they're nothing pressing, <<
Okay.
>> but I wanted to let you know I'm reading & enjoying. Writing to crickets is no fun :) <<
Sooth.
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-05 05:27 am (UTC)Yes...
Date: 2014-08-05 05:29 am (UTC)Re: Yes...
Date: 2014-08-07 02:10 am (UTC)Amanda King once brokered a Christmas ceasefire on the basis that she had little boys she was missing, and people could just settle down and get all bullets out and wounds cleaned.
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-06 04:20 am (UTC)"the thick stack of entertaining but poorly designed transfer paperwork."
so much love for that line. So very Phil.
AUGH NOW I AM CAUGHT UP and have to wait for updates!
Thoughts
Date: 2014-08-28 09:57 pm (UTC)"the thick stack of entertaining but poorly designed transfer paperwork."
so much love for that line. So very Phil. <<
Yay! Wait until you see where he goes with SHIELD's paperwork.
>> AUGH NOW I AM CAUGHT UP and have to wait for updates! <<
At least this story is finished now.
(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-06 10:18 pm (UTC)Thank you!
Date: 2014-08-28 09:22 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2014-08-07 03:36 am (UTC)Yay!
Date: 2014-08-28 09:03 pm (UTC)I'm delighted to hear that. I think you'll enjoy the comments here. Plus I have some other fiction and poetry, besides what is on AO3.
>> I love seeing everybody having issues but working really hard to get through them. <<
That's a big theme of mine, spread throughout much of my work.
>> Flip is freaking fantastic! <<
I had fun writing him.
>> Thanks for putting in all the links in your notes too. It makes the stories even more interesting! <<
*bow, flourish* Happy to be of service.